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Looking Out​/​Looking In

from I'd Hate Me Too by Struckout

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This isn't anything I should get used to
But we don't have to talk about that
We don't have to talk at all
I'm pretty sick of introspection

I'm pretty sick of feeling sorry for myself
Because that's just time I get to waste
And being complacent just adds to it all

Every time I make an effort
It just falls apart again
I'm sick of feeling like
looking out, looking in, looking out, looking in, looking out,
Is gonna tear me in half

This is the only thing I know how to do
I don't even do it well
I bring up jokes as a defense
I'm too scared to let you see myself

Too much of anything is wasted looking in
But I deserve it
A little will
What's left anyway
Shades of ex-friends

But all this bitching doesn't matter
Nothing does
Never will
My petty problems don't fit the bill

There's more to me than call outs
I swear to God there is
But who needs that?
Who's got the time?
Wanna hear about an anxious kid?

I'm getting to a part of me
I'm eating at what's left of me
Thank God you don't see me every day
I'd hate me too

I know I'm only human
But there's no movement here
I'm stuck on digging up the past
This is filling up my chest
My lungs, body bursting
This is looking out, looking in, looking out, looking in

Some guy told me to go with,
Best not to, "give a fuck"
It's easy
Well alright
Ok

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from I'd Hate Me Too, released June 4, 2013

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