Polaroid Of A Punchbowl

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lyrics

I'm done with self pity
I'm not gonna fall apart again
I'm gonna wait until this means something to me
If it means something to you

And if you tear apart where I've been living
To look for pieces of me
Make sure you burn the city down
So we don't have to talk

I can't look you in the eye
I feel like a kid admitting defeat
Bet you make a lot of people
Feel like that

This means something
It has to
I'm wide awake and I'm uncomfortable
I'm so predictable
Another boy soul searching
Scared and anxious
Why bother?

This is just apathy
Pretending to be something
I am ashamed
Can't I choose to be alright?

It's altogether making me
Really sick of my own skin
My bones are jutting out
My body wants to feel again

Give me a thought that isn't anxious
Or self effacing
Do you trust your friends? Do you trust them?

I'm seeing ghosts of old friendships
Spending time with people who don't
Think about me anymore
I slip into whatever's comfortable and easy
These two weeks are gonna feel strange

Block it out
Block it out to keep moving

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from You Are Not Good At This, released March 21, 2014

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